Actually,
the greatest desire that I have right now is to finish the semester best.
I feel that
is endless, there is little but what remains makes you feel that much remains,
I hope with all my heart to leave this semester as fully as possible, but there
is little time to deliver jobs and studies, makes you sleep little, what makes
one walk in poor health, feeling miserable and discouraged, wanting to rest at
the end of this semester long, seemingly endless. These days my colleagues and
I have slept very late studying and doing work, when one ends immediately
follows the other, even doing things in parallel to move faster, plus one of
those jobs alone could advance the university for the availability of the
necessary software.
This state
of being in school at this time of year is due to the decision that followed
the faculty, in the winter months now live the consequence that some wanted to
achieve overall goals in university improvements at the expense of their own
colleagues, making now we are collapsing in bortice endless work without a
clear end, too fuzzy to me that left me on the verge of mental chaos and
absolute hopelessness and despair about life and the future.